Lazy and Spoiled! Gotta love it!!

Today's date is September 23rd and I remember this because I saw yesterday from Facebook that one of my classmate's birthday was the 22nd. I have always hated birthdays since I turned 19 almost a decade ago. Birthdays to me is just a reminder for myself that my body is deteriorating, there are less things which I will be unable to do and there will be a continuous stream of responsibilities bound to me permanently for the rest of my life. Keep in mind that I am an extremely spoiled child, hence, I loathe responsibilities with a passion. I recently find that my girlfriend is the one person that understands me most, even more so than my parents and sometimes myself. At the same time my girlfriend is also the one that spoils me the most. Many people may see me as being spoiled by my parents and my sister but that is only a half-truth. I am actually spoiled by almost all of my friends, relatives and sometimes by people I do not even know. Due to this fact, many of my achievements and possessions seems to be given to me more than me actually earning them. In a broader context, things always seem to be quite easy for me since I need not earn them. I have achievements but they are not great. I have possessions but they are more or less meaningless. The greatest and happiest things in my life are with my friends and family for they have given me everything. I'm a selfish bitch and I know it. On a random note, I am craving Pho. Hope my girlfriend will go to 88 with me again.

Return of the Jedi

It's been too long. I have been extremely bitter ever since the car accident but now I have returned. Hopefully I will not enter "emo" mode and disappear for a few months again.

Epiphanized??!!!

I guess my initial intentions for starting my own blog was somewhat pointless or less definitive. Over the past few months I have come to realize that there are still many, many, many things that I must do in order to improve myself in order to become a "better" human being per se. I hope that this initial entry in my blog will represent a new beginning in my life and help me become the person that I want to be. The past week have also forced me to become aware of the many challenges and obstacles that are to come. My procrastination and evasion of certain situations will, in the end, "bite me in the ass". Hahaha! Hence, live life to its fullest and let's get me a fucken job!

P.S. Words alone are always boring so let's put some pictures up on this blog. Below are some pictures of my first BBQ with my GCM friends!